speaking to her was the same as speaking to an OR.
hollow, inaffectionate, clinical, precise.

which didnt make things much better though. she told me to think through before the 2nd visit and she gave me references for consultations if i needed to speak to someone about this decision. its just a different method for the procedure.

this same thing happened to someone 10 years ago, and i never knew it would ever happen to me.

i can't imagine how it would be like.

honest to God, i would pray for it to be as painless as possible..